Cleft and changed in many ways incomplete and others wrong .... I feel more confident and comfortable, but at the same time, I am questioning everything, permanently, and even I can not overcome the loneliness that lives in my soul ....
The truth is not important to be "Starseed" (seed of the stars) "Crystal" "Indigo" or any other name, but almost all the features described my self (alter ego?) Reliably. Overall
could highlight the most notable: Knowledge
natural intuition, psychic, independence, courage to face a serious situation that requires calm, peaceful nature, obsession with justice, conciliatory, reckless penchant for adventureand strong emotions, sensitivity, curiosity, many goals still to achieve.
The AI, are people who are conscious that they are "old souls" and known in the subconscious, which have a large mission to discover and fulfill.
not remember exactly when I realized it was strange of course, every human being is a universe with different qualities and characteristics that make it unique .... UNIQUE ..... but I mean to fit virtually anywhere. .... to question everything, to a boundless desire to learn, create, extend, help, serve, a thirst for knowledge, and many other compulsions and eccentricities ...... well feel like a computer that programs are added processes simplementand infinite, as well as experiences and unusual phenomena, supernatural, many of them daunting, do not happen to everyone, or have a logical explanation.
something strange I had a child .. my parents noticed my talents, and an uncle Jorge Luis was a scientist, suggested trying a new technique (1960) was to stimulate early brain all areas possible, and AT THE SAME TIME. ... so as simultaneously should attend school, and many kinds of music, dance, sports, art, photography, special literature, mental agility, speed reading and other ..... all too easily accepting of ... . thank both my parents always supported me, even at the expense of sacrificing, time, effort, includingrelegating my brothers to eternal background.
other hand, I got used to treat me like a "queen" and then frankly thought it was "normal and natural" than others in my development work .... big mistake!
In Elementary School always stood out, winning competitions, medals, diplomas, awards ... and not a "nerd" .. could not be .... because since childhood I had a very hectic pace of life .... but thanks to a photographic memory, reading speed and impatience .... always got top grades without much effort.
often accused me of cheating because they could not understand that a student with many extracurricular activities, dreamer, restlessro inside me wanted to rebel and have the option to refuse.
In high school, some of my classmates did not like that achieved some success, whether in academics, sports, arts, even in the romance, the most handsome and nice guys of the College wanted to leave was not attractive to me ... , is the more I considered ugly, but it was a good student, a good partner, played guitar at parties, dancing, had won the National Championships in gymnastics, with all those decorations was the most popular girl of the moment and everyone wanted to be my friends ....
spent most of the day dedicated to the commitments made, this was one of the reasons why I lost contact with my friends ..... not attend many ofthe parties because she was training, presentations or postponed practices ..... so I began to be officially "unsociable" also talks of my friends tried on normal adolescent issues, were empty, without content or basis .... . but I longed to know people who think like me .... which explores in depth each topic, with which it could speak without fear, without fear of being branded crazy .... I could find very little ......
Although I realized what was happening to me, never acted with pride and arrogance .... on the contrary, tried to pass unnoticed as possible ..... to show more humility ... I ashamed every time he left any article or picture in the newspapers this ........ although some ds. One day, I had a sad experience, a dream, vi. a situation that when I told it, he smiled and told me it would never happen, the next day I called and confirmed what he feared, the dream had come true, I felt guilty, sad and disappointed.
I made some conscious astral travel and many semi-conscious but which have been recalled with amazing clarity panic ..... before prevented me from continuing, after detailed study, is a challenge ... and I'm not scared.
Since childhood I have been sleepwalking every night took the backpack and lunch box "was going to school," My parents worried a lot of systems managed to keep me from leaving home at dawn, but always managed to
I've always felt out of place ..... as if my home were in another place .... even as a child, my favorite joke with my dad was "I'm not from this planet," to which he replied that neither were what we wanted ... even obvious signs, like the shape of the fingers, hands ... perhaps also be "Starseed."
Sometimes I sat on the sidewalk, looked to the sky and quietly and tearfully pleaded with my "real parents or protectors" pick me up, take me back home, the true place where he belonged, then I calmed and I repeated that I had chosen that same home and had to remain without complaint until the cycle
..... over 25 years ago, when he eatsor foreign, transient, tiny ..... so small that my ethereal essence is outside, but attached to the physical shell which terribly limited projects and dreams, would be more accurate to say that I live virtually in a state in which the brain functions in a much more slowly, allowing me to assimilate more information ....... I'm a dreamer
chronic, day and night ..... is my natural state, it brings many problems for me in seconds my mind would travel with incredible ease of millions of light years away .....
when the brain is usually intense mental and spiritual connections with the physical world are relegated to the background .... hence the strong distractions, digressions, errors, omissions, withros scientists explain that these "deja vu" are memories of past lives, others conclude that the result of mismatch of both brain hemispheres, the brain misinterprets the time the information reaches first one and with a few seconds apart the second, this information delayed dimly perceived as a glimpse, a past experience, lived before .... or ever experienced (jamais vu) these phenomena are confused with extra-sensory experiences.
SCALE OF EVOLUTION OF THE HUMAN BRAIN
A) PHYSICAL WORLD
Here we External Awareness levels
senses: sight, hearing, smell, taste, touch. There
Time and Space.
It leads to the Acci.. At this time, Mom had seen me !!!!!!!!!! as mentioned earlier there is a strong channel of communication between her and me deep.
* The final exam was to diagnose illness and disease in 5 patients who had never seen, we had to exchange cases between us was amazing the range of hits, just give us the name and a description of the person, after diagnosis was confirmed by our partner we needed to cure or alleviate it, going to any learned skill .... SPIRITUAL INTELLIGENCE
Intelligence Concept previously operated by standardized written tests (IQ)
Without wishing to pass as "snob" or "stuck up" episode briefly relatareCollege, faculty and students favored me.
These tests are not really any conclusive sign of superiority, now we know that spiritual intelligence, similar to emotional intelligence, but taken to a deeper level, it is far more important in the life of human beings .
We must be aware of our emotions and our spirit. Have spiritual intelligence is being aware that we are more than body, mind and emotions and that we must constantly refresh the spirit, whether praying with devotion, entering in silence, meditating, or using other simple methods, such as helping others.
have spiritual intelligence, especially means incoextreme poverty, war and peace would reign.
The way to find spiritual intelligence is long, very exciting, and it requires perseverance, but it is a way, besides making us happier, we will help this world better.
never considered myself spiritual but I struggle to reach the end of the road, which is part of my mission and often tripping over obstacles and push back my progress, but I am aware of the great strength and will that the Lord has sown in me and I am able to comply fully with the work that has given me.
There are many other stories which may then include, I know I have an extraordinary mission, I know it is very important becauselarge scale, and I'm finally on the right track ......
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