Since I was a child, whenever I was in a meeting, social, preferred to listen, I was scared to talk, to think .. I always sat in the back row, trying to stay unnoticed as possible .... I wanted to feel invisible, today if I think my ideas or suggestions are good, I consider the question, even I have "dared" to disagree on certain points of view or opinions do not disguise my true self .... despite that in many current situations, I still can not uninhibited, totally and that's when mom asked why I like to "hide"
I am extremely responsible, working on large projects and difficult attracts me a lot .... The more complicated the challenge .... more attractive as an adventure is something dis .....if, as all systems that require energy to function properly ... .... if not controlled and stabilized values, are dizziness and other unpleasant symptoms. According
scannings, TACS and other tests, my brain has a higher vascularization than normal, ie the whole physiology is different, the doctors state that I am a patient in a million with strange conditions in all organs, systems and devices , however I am a survivor with a successful regenerative capacity.
really enjoy when I'm alone, I talk to myself daily in the street to make a stop at traffic lights, other drivers look at me with pity, others with wonder and surprise ... probably think "poor speechmy emotions easily, this is paradoxical, incongruous .... may be the happiest event, and I can not seem to pass as you want ... I'm hard, indifferent, blank, do not understand why, I would be more effusive, but something that prevents me .....
prefer talking to someone I can share my dreams, my fears, frustrations, plans, and who is not afraid to talk about my true self that is not yet certain what my true self
From small wanted
that all people were happy and satisfied with my work, or work ..... I did not care as long sacrifice to please others even now ..... what part of my nature, appearing most often weak carcharacter, and even cowardly servility, but the truth is that I do not like the idea of feeling which I take advantage of people or situations, I think what I mentioned earlier as a main feature (compassion) is what makes me think of the human being rather than myself.
I'm a perfectionist, I will not stop until I (my worst critics) is completely satisfied. I obsessed with symmetry, when something is out of alignment tend to straighten.
My main trend is to keep those experiences and negative issues within myself, although I tried to get rid of them using various techniques: meditation, exercise to exhaustion, writing, working, eating, expressing pent up anger ..... . none of that
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